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Monday, August 22, 2005

11:41AM

I miss my boyfriend, but I don't feel like he misses me.

Monday, August 15, 2005

5:35PM - Guys

Can't live with them...and can't live with them.

Sunday, August 14, 2005

12:37AM

Why can't people see the beauty in something simple? Sure...not every single little thing is beautiful. There's more to life than just the negatives of us human beings. What about the beauty of our own complexity...how about the wonderment of how we work, the mysteries that lay above us...what about those? Nothing in this world is ever perfect...but instead of complaining, do something about it. No one should let what some people did to this world affect the whole image of ALL humans. Fuck it...that's all I'm writing for now.

Saturday, August 13, 2005

8:06AM - College

Today I'm going dorm shopping and maybe clothes...I hope. And then later my dad wants to go out to eat at the Outback. I didn't even know that they didn't open up until 4pm. But my dad knew, go figure. I wouldn't be surprised though. A one way ticket to Florida is going to cost me $146.90...isn't that ridiculous? If my mom got it sooner then it would have been a lot cheaper. Grrrr.

Tuesday, August 2, 2005

3:09PM

Pissed off today.

Monday, August 1, 2005

9:26AM - Mass

Today my boyfriend, my friend and I are driving down to MA to pick up my boyfriend's best friend from Lynn. It'll be cool because Mike is cool. But I wonder how long Sarah (my friend) will be able to stand listening to my bf's music. Ha ha. It should be fun to watch. Over and out.

Saturday, July 30, 2005

2:20PM

Today I talked to Sarah and we apologized to each other and everything was back to normal. She might come over Sunday night. I'm not sure yet.

Friday, July 29, 2005

11:07AM - Fantastic 4

Last night I went to go see Fantastic 4. It wasn't all that action packed as I thought it was going to be. And it didn't end how I thought it would too. That guy was "destroyed", Doom, way too easily. Obviously, there will be a sequel because he'll somehow come back. But I probably won't go see it. I wasn't too satisfied with this one. Nothing much else happened. I talked with one of my friends and cleared stuff up. Still haven't spoken with Sarah. But that's ok. She hasn't call me either and I'm not so sure I want to call her anyways.

Tuesday, July 26, 2005

4:53PM - Work

Work sucks. And tonight, I must go to that hell hole. *Tear tear*

Monday, July 25, 2005

11:56PM - Having a power

I'm a little bit sad at this moment, but it has all been fixed. I wish I had a power. If I could choose one, it would definitely be mind reading. Then I'd know what people thought of me or what they're truly thinking. But if I did that, I know my curiosity wouldn't be able to stop myself from reading everyone's mind that I know. And by then, I'd probably hate the human race because of the things I'd end up finding out. Today was a long yet fast day. I can't quite explain it. I think I want to learn more about how time works. It may seem like a dull topic, but not to me. It's so fascinating. I wonder if there are any books that can satisfy my desire for this knowledge. Goodnight.

Current mood: sad

2:08AM - Hmm

For some odd reason, I like saying "over and out".

1:55AM - A bunch of stuff

Last night was great. I got to see Kyle and I didn't have to work either. A MOD person, Mary, asked me if I wanted to work a few hours on Sunday. I said I would and she called my boss to see if it was ok. He told her that he had to check the payroll first. But I never got a definite answer. So I decided not to go in at all and if they needed me that they'd call. Fuck, I deserve a day off during the weekend. But anyways, Mary is awesome; I love her! She's my favorite co-worker of all times. But that's probably just because she reminds me of my best friend named Sam. They look alike, except Sam is MUCH shorter, but they act the same and have the same personalities.

Today in about 9 hours I get to spend more time with the love of my life. It seems like all I ever do is talk about him here, but he consumes most of my time. He's the person I am always with whenever I have the chance. Which I am not complaining. I want to spend as much time as I can before I unfortunately have to leave. He makes me wish I could just stay. Which sucks because now he's giving me a reason more to miss NH. Leaving him makes me want to cry, which I've come close to doing, but I'll try to be brave enough. I just can't promise shit!

Over and out.

Saturday, July 23, 2005

2:48PM - Work and friendship problems

I was suppose to have Thursday through Monday off. But work has been asking me to work on my days off. So I worked Friday, today, possibly tomorrow, and as for monday...who knows! But my night time's are always best since I get to hang out with someone special. I might hang out with my best friend Sam today. We haven't hung out in ages. My other friend Sarah hasn't called me yet. I think she's still uber pissed at me, although she completely over-exagerated. She's such a drama queen. I might call her, but I think she'll just bitch and complain, and I do not feel like dealing with that today.

Thursday, July 21, 2005

4:34PM

Today I got a haircut. It looks ok, but I think it's too short. I just got it layered. Then after that, I went to my grandmother's house and just hung out there for about four hours. Then I came home and now I'm here. Nothing much happened, but my mom sure has been aggravating me. I wasn't scheduled for many hours this week and my work called to ask if I wanted more hours, and my mom was yelling at me to take them and I told her "no". But I did it anyways because she makes me feel like shit. This sucks, now I can't spend a whole day with Kyle. :(

Current mood: disappointed

1:24AM - Blah!

It's almost 1:30 in the a.m. and I'm about to fall over and sleep on the floor. But I'm too sad, yet too excited to sleep. For some reason, I get sad for no reason, or perhaps there is an underlying reason that I'm just not aware of yet. Oh well, life goes on. I went to the doc's today and got a shot and my blood taken. I don't mind needles at all. I'm so used to going to the doc's office, that nothing creeps me out anymore. I'm having a bit of a writer's block on my new book and my keyboard is pissing me off. For some reason, whenever I hit the key to produce an apostrophe, the cursor randomly goes somewhere else and fucks up what I'm typing. Grrrr. Over and out.

Current mood: aggravated